it's been refreshing to get away from the people at school you can't really stand, yet pretend to put up with them anyway. it's saddening though, to have to be so far away from the one's that you do love...

so i can now add ecstasy to the list of drugs i've tried. or have i already spoken about this?

so i want to fake my own death. i'm not so sure how though. i think... i dont know. i'll get back to you on that.

i miss school. semester one, day 2, i only have one class. hurray.

so i need a job.
i need money.
i need cigarettes.
i hope a certain someone... falls to her un happy death.
and yeah, it's you. no, you.

and joe's a jerk i've decided. but i still want to fuck him.

i have until august 7th to do nothing. i'm reading the hitch hikers guide to the galaxy.

maybe i'll just fake my death and jump a train.



J------XXX